My sToRies

2012-02-16T23:58:00.000-08:00

I think i should stop renting. my exams are coming and yeah, wish me luck. next week mon, tue and wed will be my exams. after tat will have fun with frens bah.

sry if my previous post makes u feels uncomfortable. (cause i thought u never come to my blog and see anymore). it doesn't really matter anymore whether both of u are together on my bd anot cause the fact is that both of u are already together. however, i still wish the best for both of you. ya, thats all i have to say. i will move on and continue to led my life properly. So, take care of yourself too especially when the time you own a bike after passing your bike license.

-Angie

The end of fairytale.

2012-02-15T05:16:00.000-08:00

I need someone to talk to me or maybe listen to me and lend me a listening ear. Actually what i wish to do now is to go beach and sit down there alone and quietly just sit down there and let the wind blow my face.

very sad to hear something that i don wish to hear but actually i have already thought of it or u can say that i already guess it or have instincts of it. the person that i use to rely on so badly or that person whom i always cling on or love had found his miss right and i don except this news to arrive on 15 feb 2012. they start to be together on 14 feb which is my bd and of course valentine's day. actually this yr i kinda scared of celebrating my bd cause i already have instincts that they will be together on my bd because which gerl don feel touched during valentine day? if a guy keep treating u well and of course u have abit of feelings for that person, i think when the person spend valentine day with u and maybe ask u to be his valentine or maybe makes u touched on that day, any gerl will melt and accept bah.

i feel myself very contradicting because ever since we broken up for one year le but i always still continue to pray to god to bless him happiness and hope he can find his true love whom is 100% better than me and the gerl must treat him well and i knw I'm very silly to pray for one year plus for him. But i really dono what to do for him already so i just pray every single night hope that he will live well, find true love, pass his bike lesson, careful when riding a bike next time, bless his family members also etc etc etc~~

now he really attached le but actually feel disappointed and sad and start to weep again. i don uds why i always like to cry. however, i don cry outside. i always cry during at night when everybody is asleep so my family members wont knw. i don want to let anybody knw cause nobody can help me unless i help myself and face the music and forget abt him totally and ur pass memories. but all those memories are too vivid in my mind. until now i still can rmb our first date is at tampanies mall, we meet at abt 5 or 6pm plus and im waiting for him to end his job as a promoter on lipton at ntuc and our first meal is subway after catching harry potter and the half blood prince movie. and he sent me home we take photos together in mrt and lrt and that was so sweet and memorable.

I'm always so contradicting I'm always so emotional and sensitive. I'm really a true Aquarius, a true phlegmatic person.

But i really hope the best for him of course and sooner or later i will see him with his gf posting sweet loving photos on fb like what we always did last time bah and travelling around all parts of Singapore and going through adventurous stuffs and fun outings etc etc~~

hope i wont burst out in tears when i see how sweet and loving they are. i must continue to be strong and bless them.

maybe will see him someday around cck area/ bukit panjang area/ west area with is gf bah as his gf lives at teck whye. i hope i am able to smile to them when i see them together holding hands with blissful smiles and love surrounding both of them.

haix i give up le i give up le! i am a person whom don like to give up but he really makes me give up le. no chances anymore.. and i think he sms me today is because either than wishing me happy bd, his intention is also telling me to give up on him cause he tell me he and her attached le. i knw his good intention too. i knw he wanted me to give up totally oh him too. i knw..

too many sad things to say, too many things to rent abt.. i feel so sad, I'm a failure in relationship. i dono how to love a person, i dono how to sacrifices i dono how to cherish and i always regret once i lost it.

The Ah Noob that i know is attached now. He had found his princess and sadly, the princess is not me, Ah Zai.

May we still be friends and i know we wont be meeting anymore or so often. but in my heart i still cherish this friendship and i don wish to be strangers with you.

The end of my fairytale and may this be the end of my continuous sadness in heart, mind and soul.

I don't expect my bd will be the start of your new relationship and i don't expect that the next valentine day/my birthday will be both of your first year anniversary. (can someone hit my head and let me faint? or let me wake up will a refresh mind?) i see the sms and i was stunted for a min or so and i feel so sad and tears are flowing down on my cheeks. This is my saddest day of 2012.

But dont pity me, i don like ppl whom pity me. just lend me ur listening ear or give me a pat on my shoulder and tell me that i can overcome it. don critisise or scold me le..

-Angie

2012-02-14T04:27:00.000-08:00

About 3 more hrs will be the end of valentine day and the end of my 22th bd so i want to thanks all my frens for the gifts, efforts, wishes and evey single thing that they have done for me. And on facebook, thkx to all those 34++ ppl whom had wish me happy 22th bd! But only left him never wish me happy bd on my actual day. but at least he got give me bd present and card which shows efforts and thoughts too. so im happy! wish him happy valentine day and wish him happiness too! fren forever everybody! and lastly a very big ty!!!

Special thanks to my gang members, michelle, fiona and crystalline! everytime what i wish for my bd they will fullfill it! =D TY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Angie

2012-02-11T06:17:00.000-08:00

Valentine day I will spent It alone again alhough I know my frens will celebrate my 22 bd on valentine day too but I only need one particular person on my bd. I think only my best fren know whom is he bah. Ya I know I'm very silly. Afte one yr I'm still so silly. I must admit that when I face relationship problems or stuffs, I'm very useless and I like to Cling on tightly to what I love the most. Although I know it is useless but I'm still clinging on. I'm still like that lor. I Dono why also. Actually he really makes me feel very love very touched last time lor that why he have become a part of my daily life that's why very hard to forget him. But I know sooner or later he will be attached cause he already like one girl le. That's why this few days I can't stop crying again. Why am I torturing myself? My bd coming I should be happy ma. Haix I'm so so silly cry got use meh? I want holiday so I can relax and go out have fun and forget every single unhappy thing. Maybe when he read this post he will think that I'm silly too. :( -Angie

2012-02-10T23:47:00.000-08:00

my angie the choice cake don have so my parents bought four leaf mini cakes for me. tonight eating crab my mummy cook de. hope i don felt sad anymore and stop crying.

2012-02-09T22:25:00.000-08:00

I'm so tired and I'm suffocating. I want to make myself busy to forget about very single unhappy thing! I believe I can do it bah. Can I lead a blissful life too? But u are the only one that makes me feel blissful. I want to stop being so emotional. Holiday I gotta work and earn money. Will find entertainment during my holiday if not I will be bored to death. Now in school waiting for lesson to start. My eyes wanna close Liao. -Angie

2012-02-09T06:02:00.000-08:00

I very stupid to ask him smith stupid. I ask him do he really want to be my fren. After I SMS him I regretted so much. What if I spoilt and ruin this friendship? But I really thought that I have forgotten him but I can still feel the pain in my heart when he bought a gift in front of me and the gift is for the one whom he love now. I also feel upst when he smile and sms the girl and on Facebook he comment her photo so blissfully and happily But from the bottom of my heart, I'm really happy that he move on and found his love. I felt sad and abit jealous but I never blame him cause is me that spoilt our relationship. I must admit that last time when we are together, I treat him badly and I always scold him and I'm so arrogant that everything that he do I'm not statisfied and I always blame him. I hope that he can forgive what I have done to him last time. Maybe lat time I'm only 19 or 20 yEars old that's Why so childish bah. Really bad and stupid of me. And ya I have to admit that our characters are diff bah. I don drink, don ton until late at night and I don dare to sit bike. Maybe this is our main diff bah. Anyway hope he can forget and forgive what I have don to him last time. Hope the girl that he love now can quickly accept such a nice guy whom I have miss the chance to get. Good luck to you, Thank you for ur bd present and I'm very sorry ah noob. Hope we cn maintain our frenship even though I Dono we can be frens for how long. Hope u don find me fan and keep clinging on to you. I'm really trying hard to move on but I haven found my mr right yet. So u also wish me good luck bah. =) -angie

2012-02-05T04:33:00.000-08:00

My parents say want to buy an ice cream cake for me this yr again. :) from the shop, "Angie the choice" of course. Love their cakes and because the shop name is my name so find it very familiar. :) my flu and sore throat is disappearing soon :) what I want for my bd le? Hmmm blue roses will be nice :) awfully choc cake will be nice too :) new wallet, pencil case, bag pack or handbag ba. Flipped hp cover, camera or maybe something special ba. Usable stuffs is better cause I find it more meanlingful if I can use it rather than putting the stuffs in display. Ya hope I can have a very happy 22 bd :) -Angie

2012-02-04T07:16:00.000-08:00

I want to stop having flu and getting sick. My bd is coming! I wish to have a great and happy bd. -Angie

2012-02-03T03:23:00.000-08:00

seems like he is living blissfully and found his real love ba. moving on is a great thing. i, however are living terribly. haix.. why cant i learnt from him? tis valentine day will be alone again. but at least got frens la. better than nth right? no lover wont die de. only will sad...

sick now, flu and sore throat. hmmmm hope can get well pretty soon lor. nth to comment liao.

-Angie

Life goes on.

2012-01-31T23:44:00.000-08:00

I quit chingay. =) should not have join eariler waste of time. volunteering is such a tiring work. especially chingay. zzzz.. so many things to note, no money, stand in hot sun or even rain. 1.45pm to 11.30pm on both fri and sat. when i see the email, i totally freak out. such a long duration lor. so i quit. i feel so relief now. i rather stay at home rest and revise my tests.

Should not so kpo and so anxious to join events again. i must have my stand.

I should quit earlier. but its ok, at least im awaken now. my schedule is so packed! will not waste my time and strength again.

-Angie

2012-01-27T04:26:00.000-08:00

dragon yr to me is like OMG! Why so stress??!!!

my schedule is so tight. no mood to celebrate my 22th bd. feb is full of test/assignment and exams. i really hope that my bd there wont be exam!

exam is on feb 20, 21 and 22. 3 consetutive days! -_- and there wont be any study week for us. omg lor... evey year have 1 week study break lor only this semester don have! omg lor... don care liao la.. let nature takes it course.

27 and 28 feb will be going chalet at pasir ris, costal sands.

today i very piss of with one person. anyway i last time also don like her already. she is so fake lor keep hao lian in front of me. last time like that now also like that! so old already still like that!

i think after feb i will be very happy. hope i can go MBS work. Im filling up the application forms.

-Angie

2012-01-20T23:20:00.000-08:00

Its chinese new year. how do u feel?

Actually... nth special. as u grow older, u dont feel so excited abt CNY anymore. cause as u grow older, ppl like to compare and reletives likes to compare with u too. sian.. I DON LIKE TO COMPARE WITH PPL AND I DON LIKE PPL TO COMPARE WITH ME. So pls, leave me alone dearest relatives. =)

Im turing 22 soon. i hope things will get better and better afetr each yr of my bd.

-Angie

2012-01-17T21:42:00.000-08:00

I'm now in school having elective module. I'm so bored that in blogging now. Cny is arriving soon and not really very excited abt it cause I got Mny things to do and I hope that on my bd, there won't be any test. I don't want to spend my bd studying for test. Hope I will have a wonderful 22 bd. ―Angie

2012-01-14T05:56:00.000-08:00

Today went to chingay 2nd training at duman high school again. End at 2.30pm and went to old airport road to makan lunch with frens and bought lao ban bean curd again! =)

Than after that went to suntec city IT fair which is a great disappointment. Only got TV, camera, printer, speakers stuffs. I want to help my mum see the samsung galaxy also don have. Totally dont have phone sia. Than walk walk around go off lor. Take bus 700 home and sleep all the way.

Im happy that i bought a new android phone! xperia arc S! =)

-Angie

2012-01-10T05:27:00.000-08:00

My sunburn haven recover omg... -_- i really hate the colour of my complexion now. I want to be white not black or tanned!

get back my MSt results. Biochem and plant bio get A. Only left human anatomy and flow cyto haven see results. So tired of everything. wk 20 is final exam and i will have 6 weeks break! Who got lobang for me? any part time job to recommend?

This sat got V2 training for chingay again at damen high school. Lucky it is held indoor not outdoor anymore. I don want to have sunburn again! My face is still red now and the colour seems like chao da colour! ARGH!

Have you ever walk 24km in ECP before??!!

-Angie

2012-01-07T22:34:00.001-08:00

After going to chingay orientation Yesterday, I promise that I forever won't volunteer again. We walk 24km Yesterday at east coast park. From the start to the end, to the end and to the start. We walk!!!!!! Oh my god can! I can't believe that I walk 24 km Yesterday. Now my face very red and head very painful. If I know that need to go Ecp I confirm won't volunteer. Kena sunburn and heatstroke is so terrible! -Angie

2012-01-03T03:39:00.000-08:00

Yeah, today is the first day of school. So sian... enter the class than teacher starts to talk about exams, tests, reports, assignments, etc etc~... Please lor its only first day of school le than she starts to talk crap already. Anyway i also never care her la.

Today human anatomy test was alright. Can get a A grade bah. Chemistry test's mark doesn't goes quite well. 31.5/50. haix abit disappointed but i wont give up on organic chemistry. Really a killer paper for organic chemistry. Forever and always so difficult.

Now, study is my whole entire life and goal lor. I want to get a good cert so that next time i can get a good job and earn lots of money without doing hard work. No choice, life in Singapore is like that. No cert, no good job. Unless you are super rich or you are talented in some special ways or street smart bah. Otherwise, no cert = lousy job.

from young, i saw my parents working so hard. work so many hrs BUT they earn not much money as they dont have a good cert. Thus, i dont wish to be like them. It's not that i look down on them. Is just that I dont want to work so hard, work for so many hrs and get so little pay.

How i wish i am born in other countries. Holland citizens are great as they don have exams and tests. No cert also can earn good pay and get good job. I saw a variety show and it stated that working as a waiter in holland earn $4500 per month! How great is that?! And the most impt thing is that they are STRESS-FREE whether you are an adult or child.

PS: Every 5125 years, there is a new calender year, month and days. The earth starts refresh thus ppl say that 2012 is not the ending of the world.

-Angie

Last two day of 2011.

2011-12-30T03:25:00.001-08:00

Tomorrow is the last day of 2011. This year, a lot of things had happened. Whether it is good or bad, sad or happy, I hope that 2012 will be a better year for me. Every obstacles in life makes me stronger and gave me a very good lesson and experiences. I have gone through the most unhappy day, the saddest day in jan 2011. However, I have also gone through the most happiest day, meanlingful day in July 2011 which I am posted to DSO attachment with my friends and learn a lot of interesting stuffs. Anyway let's get better each day and live our life to the fullest. Goodbye 2011! -Angie

2011-12-28T02:10:00.000-08:00

I cant believe that i perm my hair! =P

It looks ok on me i guess?

-Angie

2011-12-24T23:19:00.000-08:00

Today is xmas and im at home.. hmmm did gift exchange and BBQ party on 22nd dec which is a fun and joyful one. my fren's condo is super nice and elegant! The outline of the condo is super nice but her rooms and bathroom is quite small but overall is a very beautiful house lor.. hope next time i can have the chance to stay in this kind of house too..

Tml maybe going out again bah.. 27 dec go my fren house compile the report and 28 dec going to rebond. actually wanted to try perming my hair but my mummy said that it is very hard to handle the perm hair. so ok lor next time than i try.. cause quite sian of my straight hair already.. wanted to try digital perm but i think hair will become even drier lor..

-Angie

2011-12-21T03:04:00.000-08:00

So many problems with the venue and ppl in charged of selling and in the end I can't work already. Pls confirm with me properly ma... Ah yo! -Angie

2011-12-20T23:03:00.000-08:00

work on 23 and 24 only. At unity sec.. chey! keong still tel me so many days to work.. tml i going bbq too. sian hope don rain and not very hot either.

-Angie

2011-12-18T22:11:00.000-08:00

This thur is bbq day so hope it wont rains and fri do facial and watch mission impossbile 4. just done a new specs and waiting for it to be fully done. maybe wed can take my new specs already. die my specs at woodland's nanyang optical. cause my parents have the back to school and cdac vouchers again. so its free =) haix dono why feel quite sian nowadays.. always got the sian feeling... maybe bored bah.. but i got go out le.. -_-"

anyway going to work on 22,23,24,26 at unity sec..

-Angie

2011-12-17T20:37:00.000-08:00

Feel like going bugis today but its rainy day. Anyway later going to have dinner with Eileen. Nowadays YouTube and Facebook is talking about Aaron tan and newspaper keep showing SMRT news. I think the hottest topics for dec this year is Aaron tan and SMRT. -Angie

2011-12-16T00:16:00.000-08:00

Miss the chance of taking photos wirh A&F guys at orchard. Lol anyway my flu is getting better Tomorrow going out with parents than going to make new specs. Sun going out to have dinner.. HolIday really very nice. It will be even nicer if there is not test when school reopen.. Going to rebond hair soon.. Why I have natural curls? -Angie

2011-12-15T03:18:00.000-08:00

Thanks Fiona for returning my itouch at cck. Just now went cck to buy some food and drinks back home. Feel very tired and drowsy now as just eat flu medicine.. Some ppl really have thick skIn and that person should knw that I don wan to talk or contact him. I don wan to remember the past. That stupid guy keep bothering me and I hope I won't see him again even though he stayed at segar too. Argh so angry! I hate that person! Even though u have money and u have change into a brand new person but I still feel disgusted. And lucky that security guard from DSO never bother me again. Why always got disgusting guy bother me???!!! Eeeerk! -Angie

2011-12-14T05:16:00.000-08:00

shit i start having flu and keep sneezing again. just now raning heavily than im drenched like hell. maybe this cause my flu again. -_-"

i have finish all my reports and projects! =) So i can slack already!

Today very blur go my fren house do report than put my itouch at her house. tml go cck take from her..

-Angie

2011-12-11T21:51:00.000-08:00

In school now and just finIsh doing plant bio ppt with group members. Wed do plant report at fren house.. Than that's it! I'm glad that it's holiday now. Yeah. -Angie

2011-12-10T23:42:00.000-08:00

Wa flu flu go away pls! Keep sneezing and feeling cold. Haix -Angie

2011-12-10T23:07:00.000-08:00

Ysd got eclipse at night sia.. the moon is super nice! Going for facial treatment and rebond soon. Just finish my flow cytometry report. =D still got plant bio report and plant ppt slides to complete. But im super relieved now can rest and have a break. Next sat going out with parents. sun going out with eileen for dinner. Maybe next week will buy xmas presents for my fren's xmas BBQ outing.

22 BBQ, 23 watch movie than maybe 24 go rebond hair. than last week study for human anatomy test. maybe got part time job see ah keong got lobang anot than i go help out for a few days to sell uniform..

Ya thats all.

-Angie

2011-12-07T17:30:00.000-08:00

It's holiday time. I feel relief but not very happy. Maybe because there are reports to do bah. Holiday till jan 3 2012. Than first day of school gt test on human anatomy. Sian lor.. Anyway finally I can wake up late every morning! =D really super tired these few days coping with MST. Yesterday after test went k box with frens at marsiling CC. Super super cheap! Cost $7.50 per person only for 6 hrs of singing! Tml going nex to eat dinner with frens too. Than dec 22 got Christmas BBQ than 23 dec watch mission inpossible 3 movie with frens too. -Angie ( although I have my frens accompany but they can't brig me the same happiness as you did.)

2011-11-28T04:17:00.000-08:00

My baggu bag arrive from USA today in my mailbox. IM so happy! Its freaking red =) Love the colour. My mummy bought an elephant mini recycle bag. so cute! =)

My MST is next tue and wed. Tue will be biochem and Wed is organic chem which is super difficult.

Must study hard again and try my best. =)

During holiday need to do report. -_-" but i think i can finish fast as i already started doing my flow cytometry report. After holiday will have human anatomy CA1.

BUT! I will still have time to relax and play too. =) Totally must go out and go outing to relax. WONT stress myself too much.

-Angie

im too faithful

2011-11-27T00:37:00.000-08:00

ya im doing my report.. ysd went BPP for dinner with Eileen and she said that i must be good to myself and forget all the unhappy past and start anew. when she asked me "Are you still upset?" I replied " A Bit".

And she said actually she is not so upset now. Shopping and going out makes her wounds healed and im happy for her that she can start anew with such a short period of time. I think that i am not in the worst stituation as her. as compared to her, my relationship is only 1 and a half yrs. Her relationship lasted for 6 yrs and she can get over it so why cant I?

I really must learned from her. I must be like her and start anew and forget everything about the past. Knowing that he is living well and taking good care of himself, Im already statisfied and its time to let go fully without regrets.

I think im ok and i will be strong like last time. I must learn from now. living in the past, thinking abt him is useless as he wont came back anymore. So from now onwards, i must be good to myself as the fate between him and me have ended at 16 Jan 2011.

To Ah noob: We must both live well and be happy always. Happiness/blissful is the thing that money can't buy and it's hard to acheive.

-Angie

2011-11-26T01:22:00.000-08:00

Now we are like strangers in the streets. The most terrible thing that I don wish to happen between us but now it seems to be happening. We are so far apart. Even being friends seems so hard? Maybe it's true. Once broken up, hard to be friends again. but I don want it to turn out this way. Cause I always thought that it is a very difficult chance to let two ppl living so far away from each other to started out as friends. So I want to end it all as friends too. But I'm lacking the courage of contacting you and you also never contact me. Sigh. Anyway take care. Maybe you had also stop reading my blog/ post. Angie

2011-11-24T04:17:00.000-08:00

Today watch "Already famous". The small boy boy very cute and alien huang, xiao gui also very cute in that nerd hairstyle and i like the way he acted. very natural and not superficial.

Went to Ion Orchard and shop shop on my own cause my fren going to holland village collect things and i don wan to go home so early yet so i done my shopping!

After shopping my mind really feels refresh and totally get rid of all the study materials/information in my mind. =)

Im trying hard to heal myself.

-Angie

2011-11-22T05:59:00.001-08:00

你说故事已经结束很久
我忘了　向前走
我努力假装现在过得很好
现在的你看来已不需要我
也许在不同的时空
还牵着　你的手
想知道你真的过得好吗

2011-11-22T05:42:00.000-08:00

Oh i just bought jay chou new ablum and i am so happy. ya ppl around me thinks that i am a crazy fan of jay chou. But no lor. i never even go his concert before. but i have seen him in real person! =)

I love his style of music because he is really special!

waiting for my red baggu bag to arrive in singapore.

-Angie

2011-11-18T04:48:00.000-08:00

Im having so much tests and assignments. My normal school days are back in action. life is all about doing routine stuffs.

Im missing my holidays!

Now i understand that time wont heal my wounds. They leave scars. Time only lessen the pain and the scars forever wont go off.

-Angie

2011-11-13T01:43:00.000-08:00

Today stay at home and watch DVD and do homework. Raining heavily now.. Feel emotional and sleepy. Dono why rainy days are so emo.. Maybe because it feels like the sky is crying and the sky is greyish. Now is week 5 already. Soon will be week 8 and after MST will be holiday till jan 3 2012. Time passes very fast isn't it? Time is always the only thing that we can't capture. -Angie

2011-11-12T07:04:00.000-08:00

Today I saw him at malysia, ksl shopping centre with his family. Glad that.his parents relationship is going well and they will acc his mum to go shopping. Wish them all the best and take good care. Fate is a very wonderful thing and I'm really very happy to see him again. -Angie.

2011-11-11T05:18:00.000-08:00

Today I watch "you are the apple of my eye" at cineleisure. Lots of teenagers are at the cinema. Overall its a funny show rather than an emotional show. Lots of coarse languages and some dirty scene but its funny at most part of the movie. Great movie after all!

Tml going to Malaysia shopping with my family and soon after, week 6, week 7 and week 8 i will be having my tests and practical test.

I feel like buying BAGGU bag!

-Angie

2011-11-10T06:21:00.001-08:00

Im going to watch u are the apple of my eye tml! =)

-Angie

2011-11-08T05:27:00.000-08:00

I'm still holding on to a hope or maybe u can say a dream or wish that i will never achieve or fulfill or come true. i hope i am able to get better and better and change to a totally new person.

i should force myself to let go of everything. But I'm still stuck in the past.

-Angie

My life is shag

2011-11-04T05:53:00.000-07:00

I'm so freaking tired. So many things to do and so many deadline. After week 4 my life will be super shag i think. Anyway, who cares? i just want to relax now. Feel like going Clark quay "clinic" bar with my friend. She say the vodka taste nice and using stringer to drink alcohol and blood bag to fill the alcohol is so cool isn't it? =)

My lips are splittting. I think i never drink enough water.

-Angie

2011-11-03T05:35:00.003-07:00

Im volunteering for chingay parade next year on 3 and 4 feb =) Hope it will be a fun and enjoying experience.

-Angie

2011-10-28T23:58:00.000-07:00

ysd night totally cant sleep well at all as my ear is so feaking painful like using a needle and prick ur ear bone that kind of feeling. thus i ate antiobiotics and it makes me feel better but still abit painful now. hope i can get well soon.

looking at his blog, i hope that he wont feel down or upset that ppl are outcasting him. just ignore ppl that dnt appreciate you and they are just sucks. you dont live becaue of them so just hack care them. =)

Riding a bike is his only passion and thus, i will support him as living in this world, the most impt thing is ot be happy and get what u want to achieve. live up to your dreams and passion if not you are just wasting life and living with no goals or dreams. So ya, even though it will be dangerous but i hope he can ride slower and more careful. Hope he wont go racing or risking his life. I think he is mature enough already and knw how to think wat is right and wat is wrong already. =)

-Angie

2011-10-28T06:02:00.000-07:00

Every single part of our body is so imp even the ears. Why I say that cause I have ear infection now which is freaking hurts! My left ear is hurting like burning fire. See doc today at fajar and he say don assume cotton butt for clearing ears is sterile or clean as they are the main source of ear infection. He gave me ear drop and antibiotics. He also advice me not to use ear cotton butt anymore. He say using solution to clear ears are even more efficient and effective than using ear cotton butt. So ya, my ear is hurting now and he say 7 days than will recover. If I have difficulty in hearing, I must go back and he will use solution and wash for me. -Angie

2011-10-26T07:06:00.000-07:00

Today went to jurong point and thanks huilin for the voucher of Carlo rino. My mum bought one handbag and two pouch. Great deals, great discount. I'm going to buy one pouch too :) my mum bought the pouch at 11 dollars only. Usual price is 48. And her handbag cost $71 after the discount. Usual price is $120! Now I left with $50 voucher. And vallid till next Monday only! So I'm gotta use it ASAP. Sch starts already and it's really sian but anyway dec is holiday. today is the date 26 again. It has been 9 months. -Angie

2011-10-23T03:53:00.000-07:00

Shit my stomach hurts. Zzzz being a woman life is so irritating and hard. Went to holland village with friends, colleague and supervisor on 21 oct and we Makan at the restaurant call " everything with fries". The food does not taste nice especially my pork chop is as hard as a rock. Lol but their dessert is super nice. Anyway won't go to that restaurant again. Yesterday went to causeway point MFM to Makan lunch. Treated my parents and Meimei eat cause get quite a lot of pay during my attachment and part time job. Bill cost $77.16 which i think is acceptable cause we ordered lots of food. Had a great day. Thanks my friend for giving me carlo rino 100 dollars handbag voucher. My mum is happy. And thank my colleague for giving me $13 MFM voucher. -Angie

2011-10-20T01:10:00.000-07:00

What a nice day. Today I sleep till very shiok as today no school. :) haix school starts already life is going back to normal and life is boring and very routine. Dec 10 is holiday! -Angie

2011-10-19T04:03:00.000-07:00

I have not been myself since the day my relationship ends. till now, im still not being myself. just feel that my life is lacking on smth. Or maybe I can say "lacking someone impt in my life".

Anyway, tml is "no-school day". =)

-Angie

2011-10-17T04:13:00.000-07:00

Today is the first day of sch which is bored but end early. 4pm dismiss from class. headed straight home with a tiring mind and soul. It has been such a long time since i have my holiday. no choice need to earn money and it is also a good learning experience for me too.

Ysd i think of him again. haix... wat to do? missing a person shows how much i have loved him before. But i think he is doing pretty well and always going for trips with his frens. I hope to have a trip too. Wish to go taiwan so badly since my supervisor says it is so fun. But now im schooling so no choice lor and moreover i cant go on trips with frens....

Things arent so easy to be forgotten. especially an impt person whom you share your memories with.

-Angie

2011-10-15T00:23:00.000-07:00

Monday sch starts. sian day is coming again. Tue, wed, thur, and fri 8am lesson! Omg! Zzz.. This few months busy working and working. And the good thing is I don have free time to anyhow think. Just blindly work and earn money. I think life is like that.. work to earn money. -Angie

2011-10-12T05:37:00.000-07:00

Two more days will be my end of journey in dso. Won't forget the ppl there. Hope next time can work with them again when I graduate from poly. Yes went to 2d1n soju bang at tanjong pagar with eileen. It's a Korean BBQ restaurant. We ate buffet. One person $27 dollars. For ppl whom are meat lovers, go soju bang and eat till u drop! They have bacons, pork ribs, beef, chicken, steak, sausages etc.. Mostly is meat lor. Eat till very full. After u have ate finish, ur clothes will smell like BBQ. But their meat taste nice as they marinate it well. But I won't go for the buffet again as I don eat meat a lot and meat makes u very full. Next time I will go their soju bang ala cart restaurant. I want to eat topoki! -Angie

2011-10-09T05:50:00.000-07:00

Loving you is the only thing I can do well. Letting you go seems impossible. -Angie

2011-10-08T22:37:00.000-07:00

next week i will be working everyday. Its my last week of work than i will be going back to school. Haix.. sian.

Ysd went to flea market at Scape. Things are selling quite cheap there especially accessories. One for $3 only! Bought my first pair of heels, some accessories and one piece of dress.

For next semester, i have 5 core modules plus one general elective module which is totally not impt and not counted in gpa. Plus one additional course, bioenterprise which is not counted in gpa too. Oh man.. like that altogether i have 7 modules. Sian..

And the worst thing is for biochemistry, i need to buy textbook. confirm very ex lor. and they always use a bit of pages only. waste money.....

tml gotta apply for general elective module.. -_-"

-Angie

2011-10-02T03:12:00.000-07:00

Today went to my cousin's wedding dinner in the afternoon. first time attend wedding dinner in the afternoon de. Quite special..

After attending the wedding, i feel that Its very difficult to find someone that u truly love and get married. You really need courage to get married and stay with each other forever till old.

My heart now is still occupying someone so I think for the time being i wont go for another new relationship.

relationship to me is sadness and hurt.. not blissful or happy. Its very hard to find the right time, right person to be together with. So cherish wat u have now before its too late.

-Angie

2011-09-30T00:00:00.000-07:00

Ysd had a super great day going to USS. Play roller coaster 10X ysd! omg now my shoulder is pain and aching like hell.

I love cylon roller coaster ride (which is the blue colour one) super exciting and u can feel the 360 degree overturn! I like the mummy revenge roller coaster too. The roller coaster is located in the dark so its very special. =)

Bought peanut butter choc ysd. =) those whom don knw how to appreciate peanut butter choc is SUPER DUMB! ITS SO NICE!

Taken cough syrup medicne just now and now i feel drowzy sia.. -.-" I think the med is very strong.

I love shrek 4D movie!

Reach home at 11.45pm ysd. Tired like hell. HAd a super long sleep. i think i sleep for 12 hrs bah. Now boady aching lol. HAd a very great experience. I didnt knw that roller-coaster can be so fun!

Break my personal record!

-Angie

2011-09-27T05:31:00.000-07:00

I have lived for 21 years in this world. I have faced a lot of obstacles and problems but everytime i am able to overcome it and start anew. Sometimes i think that i am quite a strong girl cause when im sad i don show it to my frens or others. i like to keep it in my heart and overcome it myself. because i feel that other ppl cant help me when im sad. i only can help myself.

So i always overcome it myself and try to forget and maybe even forgive at times. I want to tell others that maybe u think that u are the most pitiful person in this world but this is not true because there are other ppl in this world whom are more pitiful than you. Those with illness or disablity, those suffering from hunger or disaster.

Without love and relationship is ok because i wont die without having a relationship. I can still live on and i can still be strong. I believe in myself and only myself.

Sometimes you hurt yourself more than other people hurts you.

-Angie

2011-09-27T05:18:00.001-07:00

Tml is my off day. Next week than start work again. so tired...... its holiday but i never rest at all. So its time for me to have a break. Sun going to my cousin's wedding dinner at The Regent Hotel. haix sian but can eat good food!

Thur is coming and im heading to USS with my frens! Hope and pray that day wont rain.

-Angie

2011-09-26T07:49:00.000-07:00

Celebrate an early bd for my fren today. happy 22th bd and best wishes to you.

-Angie

2011-09-24T00:22:00.000-07:00

So... ya ysd its the end of my attachment so now i will be a part time staff in DSO till OCT 14.

Oct 17 school re-open liao.. haix..

This thur gotta go universal studio! thanks to my fren for the 20% discount. So the ticket will be $52.80 per person. Its still expensive but i only go once in a lifetime so i think is ok.. Wont go again after trying once. Unless got free ticket than i go again. Singapore mah.. confirm all the rides wont be as good as overseas.

i wish to go taiwan and hongkong.

monday gotta go science park exchange my part time pass with my frens.

-Angie

2011-09-21T05:30:00.000-07:00

Feel like going k box again. hmmmm and who want to go soju bang??? Eat korean food!!!!!!!

-Angie

2011-09-20T05:32:00.000-07:00

Ya i knw this is ironic. i get good grades but i don really feel the 100% happiness. So what getting all A and distinction?

I only need someone by my side to share my joy and happiness. I always share with that impt person in my life. although my results is not related to him and i knw my results is non of his business but i already get use of telling him my grades every single exams or tests.

So ya, getting good results is not everything in my life. Is not very impt after all. I regret studying so hard last time and neglected you.

Anyway, all this have past.

-Angie

2011-09-19T06:27:00.000-07:00

Keeping myself busy will really forget unhappy past/memories for the time being.

-Angie

2011-09-19T06:19:00.001-07:00

Stupid supervisor. he is so ke bo so mafan and so "kan bu kai". cause crystal and i went home early last fri but we got sms him to inform him that we going off early lor. we went michelle place to do his farewell scrapcard lor. zzzz... than he say its not very professional that we sms him to inform him that we going off early. we should call him and inform him abt it. zzz... isnt it the same? sms and call same what.. got inform can already wat.

Sometimes i think that he is really a very book by book person lor. no FLEXIBILITY at all. -_- feel abit stupid to do scrapcard for him liao. regret to do for him. Chey! although sometimes he not bad treat crystal and I quite well and will joke with us but i really think that he should be more open-minded... more felxible.. don need always follow rules or book de. like that is very "HAM JI" lor.

Anyway this fri is my end of attachment. than i will be part timer staff. I really need $$$ if not i wont work de lor. I need to save a lot of money. But i also will treat myself good.. will stll go shopping sometimes and yeah next week thur gtg USS! Excited abt it!

-Angie

2011-09-15T05:01:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm.. attachment is ending on next Friday. Time flies.. This Sunday going town with my frens to H&M. I want to buy shirt, dress and maybe wedges heels? haha shock right? I really want to try wearing heels. I'm already 21 so i think until now i still dono how to wear heels is abit dumb. lol.. anyway sunday is my shopping day.

Sep 29 maybe going to universal studio.. Although the ticket is $66 but i think once in a life time is alright lor. Anyway i only plan to go singapore USS ONCE. I HOPE there wont be maintenance.

-Angie

2011-09-12T07:11:00.000-07:00

Super tired. Bought my fren bd present just now at douby ghuat area. Hope he will like it because I find the present super useful and meanlingful and makes me want to buy one also lol after that take bus home and on the way collect my contact lens. Tml going innoheart again. Tired sia.. -Angie

2011-09-09T22:44:00.001-07:00

Sometimes i think that human living in this world is all about studies, work and maybe fulfilling goals or fulling other goals than ur parents set for you or u set for yourself.

We should not care about studies and work so much cause we are not born to be slave. We should enjoy our life to the fullest by having fun and exploring the new world. but sometimes all these thinking are not practical cause we are living in a very materialistic and realistic country. without studies how to find work? without work, where to get money? without money, how to survive in this world?

Why this world need money to survive? i wish we can go back to ancient times where ppl trade their things with each other to survive and they can live peacefully without stress.

Sometimes i feel that living in this kind of realistic world is too competitive already and very tiring and super stress.

So some ppl believed that money is a very evil creation to the world.

-Angie

2011-09-07T04:14:00.001-07:00

I think I'm going to be sick soon. sore throat now. pray pray* i don wan kena fever. my throat is burning. Super irritating!

Helping my mum to buy fitflop sandals online.. $95 le... my mum really spendthrift sia..

-Angie

2011-09-06T05:19:00.000-07:00

Ya blogging is boring but its much more easier to type down here and just post it rather than talking to u straight in the face and making both of us so awkward.

I dono I should ask this anot but.. I really want to ask is our thinking so different? Or am I a very bad person? very difficult to handle and get along with? Or you are really tired of our past relationship so u decided to let it go? Or actually very long ago u have fallen in love with someone else?

Actually when i always meet you, i knw that we cant be together anymore cause it is already very obvious that u are escaping away from me. But there is still a tiny little hope in my heart even though i knw that my tiny little hope will not come true. So everytime when i want to meet you, I'm very calm and try to treat you as my best fren. like my best fren abel like that. Can talk and joke without awkwardness between us.

Hmmm actually now I'm not so sad already. But sometimes still will think abit here and there as my memory skills is too excellent already. especially when I'm alone or when I'm bored or at night lor. But I'm still living as per normal and now i always keep my life/lifestyle fruitful and meaningful. keeping myself busy with work/attachment and studies will distract me from thinking beyond my imagination or boundaries.

So, ya that's what i have got to say. Don't worry i will still treat you as my fren and hope you don't purposely hide or escape far away from me. Even though we cant be couple but at least we have some wonderful memories together before and now i really hope that you can live well too and find a good girlfriend whom is better than me and let us still keep in contact and be good friends bah.

Actually when u are bored u can ask me out cause i don feel that u are using me to pass your time. I really think sometimes u really think too much already. just treat me as your normal fren or even your bro or buddy? haha your birthday is coming so find one day when u are free, meet me to collect ur bd present bah. 22 already le.. ah noob old liao.. becoming LAU AH NOOB. =)

PS: your lego technic motorbike model #8051 is too hard to find. Even Toy R Us and the authentic lego shop also do not have. The sale person say its a old model and they do not have stock anymore. =( So i gave up finding and i decided to give you u something else. (use your imagination and guess bah)

-Angie

2011-09-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

eating baked oreo cheese cake now and taste so wonderful. secret recipe is the best cake shop. =)
today went to PS with my supervisor and his family. Together with crystal and qy also. his son very cute. we watch the movie smurfs. lol

i want to go H&M but the queue is super long lor.

-Angie

2011-09-02T04:40:00.000-07:00

tml going malaysia than sun taking my supervisor son to watch smurfs. lol.. so random but movie ticket my supervisor treat so im fine with it. =)

-Angie

2011-09-01T07:15:00.001-07:00

sometimes i wish that time will pass faster so maybe i will quickly forget u. sometimes i thought of reversing back in time so that i can still stay beside u. But whatever it is, all is too late.

we are already drifing apart and very far away from each other world. You have give up hopes on me and on our relationship long ago. Sometimes i really want to ask u why u can let go so fast. can teach me? why i still will think of u? or am i suffering from some kind of illness or depression? until now so long already. its already sep lor.. but i still will think of our past and even some places i go, i will think of our memories.

haix very sian.. i should just concentrate on my attachment and earn money bah.

ur birthday coming soon. i wan to give u present. maybe its the last present that u will be receving from me ba.

-Angie

2011-08-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

Sian tml need to work again.. But tue is holiday. :) -Angie

2011-08-24T05:46:00.000-07:00

Attachment kena extended Liao. $8/hr! -Angie

2011-08-22T05:12:00.001-07:00

Time flies.. Its already week 8. 4 more weeks i will be ending my attachment. maybe my supervisor is going to extend my attachment for 3 more weeks and the pay rate is $8/hr.

So if he extended my attachment period for 3 more weeks, i can earn more money. One week maybe work 2-3 days but its $8/hr. So I'm quite satisfied with the pay rate. If not, Sep 23 will be my last day of attachment in DSO. So yup, see how it goes lor..

Attachment in DSO is really much better than in Lonza/Genetech. DSO ppl can click with ppl very well. easy to make frens, easy to chat with, etc.. lonza colleagues are quite DAO. (some of them super hao lian because they have high qualification).

Anyway, my life now is peaceful.. But I'm still unhappy.

-Angie

2011-08-16T07:19:00.000-07:00

Tml going to innoheart at harbourside building 2 again to do animal study. Actually going there is quite bored cause the place only have crystal, wei vien and I. Our classmates are not around and frens are not around too. But i don need to face the security guard which is a good thing and do not need to surrender my itouch or phone. Hate that security guard cause he sopy my hand phone number without my permission and he sms me and ask me to make frens with him. WTH lah..

Anyway tml will be another long and tiring day. My house travel to there need one and a half hr lor. take 176 there sit until my backside pain.

Oh ya today is fiona's 18th bd. very good lor 18 yrs old only. I'm 21 already and very soon i will turn to 22. OMG.. so old..... How i wish i always 21. =) Today eat the Oreo cheese cake really makes me super duber full! The cake is extremely THICK.

Its really a wonderful thing when ppl remember ur bd and celebrate with you.

-Angie

2011-08-13T03:27:00.001-07:00

Bought dr dre tour earpiece for $25 only and plus one yr warranty. =)

-Angie

2011-08-09T00:53:00.001-07:00

one more month and 19 days.

-Angie

2011-08-06T06:59:00.001-07:00

I saw a video abt a super cute dog and it really cheer me up. I just want to be happy. That's all. -Angie

2011-08-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

2 more months to go.. the whole aug i will go pasir panjang for my attachment. one week go about 2 to 3 days bah.. than sep go back to DSO again. after that will have 3weeks of holiday. will cherish my holiday and make full use if it.

This fri going to sing k box with my frens.. than sat maybe go shopping bah. want to buy bag and pants + treatment for my hair.

Now i think that evrything that i do is not going well smoothly. till now i haven forget the past and the past is still lingering on my mind.

actually i dono wat to say or express my feelings since the day he left me. my heart is very empty. i only knw that i am not being my true self anymore.

-Angie

2011-08-01T08:02:00.000-07:00

When someone call your name that I used to call you, I feel extremely devastated and upset. -Angie

2011-07-27T05:08:00.000-07:00

Now attachment in DSO is quite fun because all our supervisors are jokers and they kindly accepted our rubbish and everyday we will tease each other and yah, we are like friends rather than supervisor and interns.

But sometimes these kind of routine work makes me quite bored and tiring. I like interesting stuffs so that I can explore more and find out more about the things/stuffs that I don know previously. So yah, anyway its going fine la nth much to worry about my attachment. My supervisor is quite understanding and a very democratic person. Giving us freedom and equality for all.

very fast i work one month already. 2 more months to go..

-Angie

2011-07-26T05:01:00.000-07:00

Today is July 26 2011. If I and him are still together, today will be our 2ND year anniversary. Time flies am i right?

2 years before, on this day, we are at vivo city and i still rmb that u send me home.. than we start to be together..

2 years after, on this day, we are at separate places and both of us are leading our own life. We are so far apart now. So far that i can't hold on to you anymore.

Anyway, hope both of us will lead a happy life without worries. Going through life smoothly without any obstacles ahead.

wishing you happiness..

-Angie

2011-07-24T04:26:00.000-07:00

Today went to my ex neighbour's condo. super modern and high tech. when the lift open, automatically reach my neighbour's house already. So stylish right? i think my new aim is to buy terrace house or maybe a 5 room flat than i will be very happy already.

Now im watching taiwan drama. The fierce wife "xi li ren qi". 2010 drama.. a very nice drama to watch. than im also watching love you "zui hou zue ding ai shang ni" and "mei le jia you" and "city hunter".

Today i saw spike and snoopy. my neighbour's dogs. so cute! spike is still the same. very guai and don bark at all. than snoopy is quite playful and likes to crawl on you.

Love dogs to the max. Whenever I saw a dog, i will feel happy. maybe my previous life is a dog. lol.. =)

-Angie

2011-07-19T05:35:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel that some ppl will tends to forget or get over smth very quickly. they wont think abt the past and will continue to move on smoothly. This kind of person is both good and bad.

good point is that he or she will be always happy because he or she gets over sad/bad things very quickly.

bad point: this kind of person is too cold hearted. for eg: being together for so long in a relationship for more that 5 yrs or so and just simply say i wanna a break up or i want to be alone and he or she can gets over it or even forget abt this long term relationship. i really pity my fren. But luckily they are alright now.

and i don understand why guys always hurt gers.. i knw some gers are bitch too but from my circle of frens, all are very devoted to their bf and in the end, get dump and cry until their eyes swollen. My cicrle of frens are too faithful and soft hearted just like me. Maybe we should be cold hearted and get over things quickly too. Should not cry over spill milk cause nobody will pity us. In the end, we are still the one getting hurt.

-Angie

2011-07-16T20:16:00.000-07:00

Ysd went to buy my fren bd present with my poly frens.. Nowadays is attachment and attachment lor than go out with frens and ya, thats all.. this is my boring life too..

What i really want to say is sometimes u want to forget something, that something will still keep running in ur mind and making u very fustrated because u just cant get it out of ur head and u also dono when it will atomatically get it out of ur head. This is my retribution for putting so much love in that something.

It has been so long and I just cant let go. making myself suffer only.. im so dumb.. Haix...

-Angie

2011-07-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

very tired.. always wake up at 9am and end work at 5.30pm. this is a routine life. work, go home, slp, wake up and work again..

-Angie

2011-07-09T00:24:00.001-07:00

I miss a person whom I cannot miss.

I miss you.

-Angie

2011-07-08T06:20:00.000-07:00

Now my life is full of bloody stuffs cause I wil be dealing with a lot of blood samples. Busy with attachment and that's all. Now i love my rebond hair! Nice and neat and my hair is getting more brown. :) Oh ya 27 and 29 July army boys will come to DSO and do some questionnaire.. So I will be dealing with logistic stuffs too. Learn a lot of practical work these few days. And it's a good working environment too. So basically I'm cOntented. -Angie

2011-07-06T05:06:00.000-07:00

Not so slacky today. But it's a randOm day for me. Collecting packages from airport cargo road. -Angie

2011-07-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

Its my 3rd day of attachment. now nth to do always slack and counting time to pass quickly. my job is mainly on labwork and lucky not data entry again. will be helping out in laboratory procedures and doing experiments that will benefit SAF. So its quite a fun and interesting job to do. but need to go through briefing first before we can handle samples and do lab work.

i dono why.. im still having flu and sorethroat. Zzzzz.. -_- very uncomfort. AND the thing i hate abt my attachment is that the place don have bus 190 or 700. so i need to take 963 and its a very slow bus. er i mean 963 likes to take the long route to my area. but no choice lor cause my area is very near to NUH and really must take 963 home than lrt.. so reach will will be 7pm already. waste time..

-Angie

2011-06-25T03:28:00.000-07:00

Ok, i think i have left this blog unattended for quite a long time cause im revising for my upcoming tests. times flies when revising or studying at home. Next week will be exams and after 3 days, i will be working at near NUS and NUH (around that area). Dmeri at DSO. Ya i knw its very pathetic to have only 3 days of holiday. But life is like that so i just accept it and carry on.

i really feel much better and at least i never shed tears everyday now. Injuries is still inside my heart and soul but i think time will heal it. So.. yah... This is my life now.. revise for my exams, go attachment than sometimes free will acc my frens to go out lor. Actually im just a normal person whom lead a normal or u can say a boring life.

And sometomes i think is it fated that i must be alone without accompany?

Maybe im a bad person.. ppl that i love the most will abandon me.

Haix.. anyway lucky i still have my frens and my best frens (abel and eileen) always.. if not i think i will have developed depression.

-Angie

2011-06-14T08:11:00.000-07:00

Ok I am being posted to DSO National laboratories, department of DMERI ( defense medical and environmental research institute ) its about defense Thingy for Singapore armed forces. Er I dono why I will be posted to this place for industrial attachment but anyway my three best frens same as me :) and I will get pay. $500 per month. I thought will be higher pay but haiz.. Better than nth lor. Anyway report time is 9am. And located at bouna vista. So it's not too far for me. I'm quite happy with it anyway just stay there and work for three month lor. Hope supervisor and ppl there very good and frendly. -Angie

2011-06-11T07:23:00.000-07:00

Let this be my last post for him. I love you but I cannot love you anymore. =/ -Angie

2011-06-11T04:21:00.000-07:00

From Monday onwards, I will start my revision for MST. Than after MST I will be going for ITP ( Industrial training Programme) for three months. heard that NUS and NUH no pay! OMG where got this kind of thing right? SO IM NOT GOING THERE!!! AND pray pray for me. Hope i don kena NUH or NUS.

I will study hard and forget all unhappy things/stuffs. Single wont die. Thats what i think/feel to. Being alone also wont die. So I should just forget about it.

Tml will be a better day. I will be strong and stand tall. =) Smile!

-Angie

2011-06-11T03:56:00.000-07:00

2011-06-10T05:33:00.000-07:00

I will forever have tWo key chains on my handphone no matter wat happens. One is from my best fren Abel and one is from kok Wei. And ah noob, don need thanked me. don let me down ok? Must last long with ur gf and be happy and blissful. I see u both blissful I will be happy too. To everyone out there I won't blog so often Liao. So... Goodbye bah. -Angie